He is probably right and i love him for being so simple, smart, loving, understanding. Always listening to me and i love him for many more reasons..being a great dad, being so honest even if it hurts sometimes...LOL. I just love him, he completes me <3 The man that you guys know as Kiki or Enrike, truly is amazing. He is my man and although i dont share much about him at times, he is my other half and with Jehovah and Enrike we make the triple rope that no man can break easily <3
anyways, I love that my brain is always going and going, but with it comes great responsibility... an urge to share with others, help change lives (but not in the way that many of you are accostumed to hearing)....
SUPER DUPER LONG POST AHEAD, ONLY READ IF YOU WANT A SNEAK PEAK INSIDE OF MY HEART. <3
This post will use Vi (my business atm as an example, but you can substitute your job with it).
Honest Vi Feelings:
I like Vi, the products are amazing. I love what it stands for and I love that because of Vi I can help so many people get healthy and feel their best <3
I love the simplicity of having healthy nutrition on the go. A great blessing for me no argument there....
Vi has helped me and my family a lot, and I know others can benefit from it as well and this is why I share it with others. I want to help others look and feel their best inside and out health wise too <3
HOWEVER, my personal focus isn't the business side of Vi. I personally do not WANT for anything. I have everything I need and am completely content and happy. :-)
It may sound odd to others, but when i vision my future i wish it was as it is NOW. I love my life now..so simple, happy and in its own way perfect, and i do not want for it to change much <3 but life happens and kiddos will grow, it will get easier in some aspects, but in others (raising them right) it will be so hard. :/
yes, hubby works full time and we do have other plans to make that "less hours" but that is not our focus. We are progressing financially and it's nice to have some freedom, but honestly that is not our personal focus. Life is beautiful now and if we dig deep at any stage of our lives we can find something beautiful.
I mean, why the need to look into the future to be happy there. What are we doing now to ensure happiness in the future?
I do look into the future and see so many beautiful things, but what ensures we will be there to enjoy them? Kiddos will grow and everything will change, but I love as life is now.
If we were to die tomorrow, is that it?
Jehovah gives us this peace of mind that we cannot find elsewhere. Because of Jehovah i am able to enjoy my family to the fullest and my main purpose in life is not to become rich, but to teach others about Jehovah. When i envision my future i see my loved ones and me paradise. I am doing what I can now to ensure we are there. <3 I am not working hard enough atn, but there is a fire inside of me that wants to be ignited and just go out there and show people that there is a different way of living (instead of worrying about what tomorrow will bring )
It's hard to go preach with 3 little ones, but I am doing what I can. Even if sometimes I have to teach through fb, lol.. I miss going door to door, but i am doing and ensuring that us at home are taught first. <3 As a mother I have the responsibility to teach my babies about Jehovah and his promise. Teach them to fear him and live a life to serve him.
May sound crazy to a lot of you, but this life is nice and all and i love it, but i cannot wait for us all to be in perfect health and live forever. I want to see my Dad and Brother. I want to introduce my babies to them. <3 when you lose someone very close to you, you realize of what truly is important in life :')
When you have your own babies, it Hurts so much to even imagine them being hurt.. you know no one lives forever, so why would you focus on making money money money when you can focus your attention in raising them in Jehovah's love? Teaching them about Jehovah and how to have fear of God and teach them to do good in life and teach them to preach his word to others. You are not just helping them have a nice life right now (because of Jehovah, my life is amazing ) but you are teaching them the "secret/answer/path" to eternal happy life. <3
We are all a work in progress, and we are growing and learning each day. I am not afraid afraid to share my life and thoughts publicly, because I know we can all use a reminder of what is most important in life. many of you keep your thoughts to yourself and that is good,smart and probably safer than putting yourself out there, or just share with those closest to you and that is good. I do that too. But sometimes ..lol, I decide to just share it out in the open in hopes one person can benefit. <3
*some will judge that I share so openly, and that's ok with me I know what I am doing and am not afraid of it.
There is soo much more I could say, (i enjoy reading back to this and seeing what I was thinking at the time written, helps me not lose focus)
if i were to give one piece of advise now: "focus on being good with Jehovah(God) and everything else will fall into place. "
be good with him, enjoy life now and do not center your attention on material stuff.
Do not be miserable dieting lol, do what I makes you happy. Be healthy to be able to enjoy life at its fullest (my goal in fitness and health ) but also enjoy life now. .every day. This for me is a lifestyle journey, not a phase. ..
*I long for the day that i can see my dad in paradise and introduce him to my little babies. I cannot hold my excitement, i cannot hold my tears back when I think about my brother Pablito, I miss him. I miss him so much, but Jehovah has promised that soon enough all of this will be part of the past. (Rev. 21:4) soon enough I will get to hug my brother so hard until he begs for me to let go. LOL. this is real, paradise is real. I know for a FACT that i will see my lost loved ones again. MY brother, dad, grandmas, grandpas, aunt and all my loved ones i lose in this world. I know for a fact that i will see them again. My job now it to ensure that my family and me get there, so we can all enjoy
of the life that really is life. I love my life now, and it has meaning, but eventually we are all getting old and we may die....BUT In paradise, we will not get old, we will not die, ever!! we will be in perfect health..so much more.
really stop and think if you are doing all you can to be in that new world? what and where is your focus/heart? love you peeps.
i am constantly working on myself, It is easy to lose focus and get lazy when it comes to serving God, but if we ask him for his guidance, love, help-he will give it to us. It is a constant battle we have with Satan, he wants to distract us. D NOT let him win you over :* <3
One last reinforcement :
money isn't what I am after, there is an opportunity to grow with Vi money wise for those of you interested, but that is not what I am personally after. I do get money from vi and a lot of FREE products which I LOVE lol, and that's enough for me, I don't want to get rich off of it. Lol.
Bottom line:
My goal in life is to live a happy, healthy life where I will Serve Jehovah alongside my family <3 this is what makes me happy and fills my heart. Knowing that I am doing all I can to ensure my babies, hubby and I will be there in the beautiful perfect life/paradise that Jehovah has in store for us. Where we will live in forever with our loved ones. :')
I could go on for hours, but I'd probably continue to repeat myself. Lol. So much I can say, but ok, have a beautiful day peeps. Make the best of what you have, and if you aren't happy - take the necessary steps to be happy. :* <3 Jehovah has the answers to it all. If you have any questions about JW, pm me.. <3
*if you want to feel good in your skin I can help with that too...
You're all Invited to Commemorate Jesus's Death on April 11, 2017 *msg me for details. Even if you do not live in the same state/city as me :) night night!! :*